My day. My life.

October 16, 2010

Gosh, It feels like I’m never posting anything on my blog.

I miss this. Though I’m to stressed to being able to blog. Today I did all my homework in the morning, so I got som spare time. Which means that as soon as I’m done blogging I’ll go out for a run. Gosh, it’s almost summer here!

Though autum is my favourite season. I really miss it. When the leaves goes orange and it get’s colder and colder.

I’ve gained a few pounds again.  I’m now a 131 pound giant. Well, the more to loose the more sucess.

That’s all I have to say my dear readers.

So stay strong, and I’ll try to post more often!


Directly Into Me.

October 16, 2010

I’ve been talking drunken gibberish
Falling in and out of bars
Trying to get some explanation here
For the way some people are
How did it ever come so far


October 11, 2010

Falling through a deep hole. Never comming back.

Never gonna try. Not until I look like that.



October 2, 2010

I. Hate. It.

Just try.

September 20, 2010

I’m trying. Trying to be healthy. I always fail.

It’s like my body says screw you I’m gonna be fat, and you can’t do anything about it. All I can do is to curl up on the floor and cry.

Gosh, help me God. If you really exist, make me thin.

School. School. School.

September 14, 2010

I got a huge test tomorrow. Wish me luck!


September 12, 2010

Dancing ’til you’re sick.

September 12, 2010

I’m sorry guys. I have’nt updated in a long long time.

Anyway, Im loosing weight. Sloowly. But still, I’m losing som, I’m on 126 pounds right now, it’s better than 130. I guess. But more pounds will disappear as soon as I get healthy.

Today I’ve drinken about 5 cups of hot chocolate. Yummy, but a lot of calories. Gosh, I guess I’ll have to train it all alway as soon as I get healthy.

More updates soon. I miss you guys.


August 31, 2010


August 31, 2010

I can’t keep on doing this.

I’m eating again, alot.  Not healthy either, I’m talking about chocolate and candybars.

I’m not putting any effort in my studies. Which I think is pretty obvious, I’m even bloggin when I got a mountain of homeworks…

I’m lonely. Not alone. I just, I feel so bad I can barely breathe. I’ve to get my shit together and start doing things. I cant almost be less active on this blog than I am now, so don’t worry. I’ll still be blogging. A bit more I hope.

Stay strong.