That’s what she said.

October 31, 2010

Gosh… I´m to stressed to blog, I’ll get better I promise.

It´s now 5.39 a.m. I woke up for a nightmare and now everything’s to scary so I can’t go back to sleep.

I guess it’s a chance to workout. I’ll have to get the courage to wear a bikini soon… >.<



Just got to love them.

October 28, 2010





October 28, 2010

This post is going to be about nothing.

I feel empty. I got nothing inside me. I have a hard time just showing emotions, and I’m the one that smiles all the time.

I think I need a break. A break from everything.


October 26, 2010

Went to hell.

Tomorrow’s a new say. I’ll go to sleep now, and let the new day come.

New opportunities is what I need right now.

I’m gonna get skinny.



October 23, 2010

Kill her.  Snap her neck. Rip is throat into bloody shreds.

This day.

October 23, 2010

It went ok. In 24 hours. I ate 4 pieces of candy, and 5 pieces of chocolate.

Also, I used my feet all day. I walked, and walked and walked.

She used to pray on her knees ´til….


Fallin on my back.

October 20, 2010


Everything going black.

What if.

October 18, 2010

What if I was thin.

What if I turned pretty.

What if I got all the best grades.

What if I got the guy I wanted.


Would I feel perfect? Or would I be the usual miserable self?