That’s what she said.

Gosh… I´m to stressed to blog, I’ll get better I promise.

It´s now 5.39 a.m. I woke up for a nightmare and now everything’s to scary so I can’t go back to sleep.

I guess it’s a chance to workout. I’ll have to get the courage to wear a bikini soon… >.<

 

Just got to love them.

 

 

 

Blip-blop.

This post is going to be about nothing.

I feel empty. I got nothing inside me. I have a hard time just showing emotions, and I’m the one that smiles all the time.

I think I need a break. A break from everything.

Today.

Went to hell.

Tomorrow’s a new say. I’ll go to sleep now, and let the new day come.

New opportunities is what I need right now.

I’m gonna get skinny.

 

If you’re happy and you know it…

Painkillers.

Kill her.  Snap her neck. Rip is throat into bloody shreds.

This day.

It went ok. In 24 hours. I ate 4 pieces of candy, and 5 pieces of chocolate.

Also, I used my feet all day. I walked, and walked and walked.

Lost in her imagination, she was left alone.

She used to pray on her knees ´til….

 

Fallin on my back.

 

Everything going black.

What if.

What if I was thin.

What if I turned pretty.

What if I got all the best grades.

What if I got the guy I wanted.

 

Would I feel perfect? Or would I be the usual miserable self?