Dr.Drake
August 31, 2010
Can’t.
August 31, 2010
I can’t keep on doing this.
I’m eating again, alot. Not healthy either, I’m talking about chocolate and candybars.
I’m not putting any effort in my studies. Which I think is pretty obvious, I’m even bloggin when I got a mountain of homeworks…
I’m lonely. Not alone. I just, I feel so bad I can barely breathe. I’ve to get my shit together and start doing things. I cant almost be less active on this blog than I am now, so don’t worry. I’ll still be blogging. A bit more I hope.
Stay strong.
Think thin, be thin.
August 28, 2010
Gosh, used alot.
August 28, 2010
I’m gaining weight by the way. It sucks. It’s just my stupid family that’s suddenly getting this spontaneous urge of kindness, and buys me pizza (two days in a row) and chocolate. I feel horrible. I want to throw up. But I can’t. My reflexes just stop when I’m trying. Gosh, I hate my entire body!
The one thing I usually’s proud of is my brain. I’m smart, really smart really. But at my new school, I’m the dumbest person. Seriously, I’ve never felt this bad before. Ah, I’m gonna cheer me up with some thinspo instead.
Laugh alot gals, while you can. Gosh I’m depressed.
Thinspo
August 25, 2010
Random.
August 21, 2010
I’m so sorry I’m so slow on updating… I’m just… I dunno. Today I took out my moms measuring tape, it’s in centimeters so I’m pretty damn confused. But its way to much anyway. I just realised I got fat arms too. I’ve never thought I had fat arms. They’re 24 cm wide… O…M…G! I have to do some push-ups soon I can really feel my arms getting fatter and fatter right now.
I’m to scared to go on the scale today though. What if I haven’t lost weight? I’ll feel like a total… failblob. My friend said yesterday that she weighted 117 pounds, she doesn’t even work out! Ah, the world isn’t fair I guess.
Stay strong! xoxo
I’m here.
August 20, 2010
And I’m fricken tired.
I’ve lost weight anyway! It has to be that horrible flight, thank god for gross food. I didn’t eat a thing! Only drank water. Gosh I feel good.
Even though my weight is way to much. 127.4 pound, hopefully 127 on sunday.
Wish me luck.
And, I’m sorry I haven’t posted in a while. I’m so tired, jetlag.