Dr.Drake

Can’t.

I can’t keep on doing this.

I’m eating again, alot.  Not healthy either, I’m talking about chocolate and candybars.

I’m not putting any effort in my studies. Which I think is pretty obvious, I’m even bloggin when I got a mountain of homeworks…

I’m lonely. Not alone. I just, I feel so bad I can barely breathe. I’ve to get my shit together and start doing things. I cant almost be less active on this blog than I am now, so don’t worry. I’ll still be blogging. A bit more I hope.

Stay strong.

Think thin, be thin.

Gosh, used alot.

I’m gaining weight by the way. It sucks. It’s just my stupid family that’s suddenly getting this spontaneous  urge of kindness, and buys me pizza (two days in a row) and chocolate. I feel horrible. I want to throw up. But I can’t. My reflexes just stop when I’m trying. Gosh, I hate my entire body!

The one thing I usually’s proud of is my brain. I’m smart, really smart really. But at my new school, I’m the dumbest person. Seriously, I’ve never felt this bad before. Ah, I’m gonna cheer me up with some thinspo instead.

Laugh alot gals, while you can. Gosh I’m depressed.

Thinspo

I’m so sorry. So so sorry! I’ve started my school and I’m really busy, we got all this new students and well, almost my entire class is changed. But I’ll make up for it with some thinspo. =)

Random.

I’m so sorry I’m so slow on updating… I’m just… I dunno.  Today I took out my moms  measuring tape, it’s in centimeters so I’m pretty damn confused. But its way to much anyway. I just realised I got fat arms too. I’ve never thought I had fat arms. They’re 24 cm wide… O…M…G! I have to do some push-ups soon  I can really feel my arms getting fatter and fatter right now.

I’m to scared to go on the scale today though. What if I haven’t lost weight? I’ll feel like a total… failblob. My friend said yesterday that she weighted 117 pounds, she doesn’t even work out! Ah, the world isn’t fair I guess.

Stay strong! xoxo

I’m here.

And I’m fricken tired.

I’ve lost weight anyway! It has to be that horrible flight, thank god for gross food. I didn’t eat a thing! Only drank water. Gosh I feel good.

Even though my weight is way to much. 127.4 pound, hopefully 127 on sunday.

Wish me luck.

And, I’m sorry I haven’t posted in a while. I’m so tired, jetlag.

On my way home.

I should be on the plane by now, if it’s on time of course. So, I’ve been pre-posting this posts. Or, how you say it. Anyway, I’ll post some thinspo. So you wont miss me too much this 22 hours. Stay strong guys and gals!

Look what I found!

It’s a picture of one of my favouit charcters in Disney. With Jessica Biel as Pochahontas. Look at her smoking body!